Star Gazing

Gazing at the stars I feel my emotions ,
scattered across the universe twinkling.
Solitude beckons to me,
the death bell jingling.

I've forsaken God for what he's taken away,
And I've cursed him for what he's given.
Friends and family he had given me all,
like humpty - dumpty they had a great fall.

I wanna retrace back the steps and eradicate the causes,
Can the future compensate for the incurred loses?
Don't wanna be vulnerable,coz I might wreck,
porcelain heart of mine ,might just break.

The distance maintains a balance,
I'm afraid to come close.
I curl into a cocoon,
I'm a recluse.

Even if I have a lot to say,
I choose to remain silent.
If my silence is understood by someone,
then she would surely be the destined one.
Eyes !! About the depths of our heart they speak.
So I shall look into those and I shall beseech,
"Honor thy love and seal thy soul".
The curtain closes. I'm released on Parole.

Eternal Tears

Tears surely is a form of expression,
But it's a silent one indeed.
Der's no point letting it out,
Don't wanna burden ,I don't wanna shout.

I know there's nothing wrong in sharing,
But I hide them coz I feel no one is caring.
Tears won't ever cease to exist,
but the feelings wud surely be deceased.

Expectations and Empathy has nothing to do with it ,
what matters is a person relating to it.
A person who understands ur silence ,
is the person who cares,
until you find him it's an utter despair.


Friends have been there,they come and they go.
Life's all bout moving with the flow.
I expect someone to look back at me.
Captured I am.Come and set me free.

The cries for help falls on deaf ears,
construed to be the reason for the eternal tears.
Bottling it up within seems to work my way,
don't try hard , I don't wanna be gay.

My solitude knows all my feelings,
the adversities of life that I've been dealing.
Concoction of betrayal,distrust and pain,
has wiped off my smile again.